i feel happy

for no reason. i shouldn't be, actually, because my life is going downhill and i am always running out of time. nonetheless, i feel happy that i can blog on a computer like this, that i can go to school, that i have parents. i'm happy because i have people in my life who love me, i'm happy that i wasn't born in a rich family because i have attained the wonderful skill of frugality. i'm happy because i have access to education, i'm happy that i'm going through so many struggles right now. i'm happy that i have the best brother in the world, i'm so very indescribably happy that i have the most selfless parents. i'm happy to be an artist, i'm happy that i'm always underestimated and disparaged just because i'm in visual academy. i'm happy to not retaliate when people bring me pain. i am a happy child