mm.. i think 2009 was the best year of my life so far
it was full of pain and suffering and abuse
but in the midst of it all i was able to swallow my pride and depend on God
and there is nothing more wonderful than that
what have i accomplished in 2009?....
i met some amazing people, amazing teachers. i fell more in love with jesus. i gained a more intimate relationship with art, with my drawing pencils and hands. i learned that pride is my biggest flaw. i met and conversed with a homeless man who gave me a pack of gum. i stayed single the entire year and refused to get immersed and distracted in silly infatuations (haeyoon would laugh at this). i realized what the biggest regret of my life was. i smiled a lot, especially at strangers who looked like they had a bad day. i questioned my motives and intentions alot. i completely surprised myself by opening up and sharing something so personal at a retreat. i became amazingly close with people i never would have thought i would even get along with. i nosebled every single day for three consecutive weeks. i spent three whole weeks in baltimore studying art history. i understood, or i think i did, how lucky i am for having the most wonderful parents and brother ever. mmm.. i think the biggest would be discovering more about myself, and just starting to embrace myself for who i am, along with all my flaws and imperfections. i'm not quite there yet, but i'm learning :)
2010, what do you have in store for meee
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